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Hollow

Fri Dec 22, 2006, 1:03 AM
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Kimya Dawson
  • Reading: Les Miserables
There's this hollow, empty, lonliness inside me. It never goes away. It's just... horrid. It feels like no one understands. I know that sounds cliche. But I just don't know anyone else who's dealing with or has delt with the same kind of things that I'm dealing with. The amount of death, the molestation, and the LGBTQ stuff. Life is just.... depressing. I may very well be changing schools. I don't know if I can survive the last few days of the semester. I feel so lost. And alone. People look right through my like I'm not even there. Life, life is shitty. It really is. Today is my uncle's birthday. He's been dead less then a year. Well, it's after midnight, so I guess it was yesterday. Winter Solstice.

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  • Current Residence: California
  • Interests: graceful lines, oddities, surprising discoveries, subtlety, over the top, strangers and books
  • Favourite movie: The Dead Poet Society or Rent
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative
  • Favourite artist: Sinead Toolis-Byrd
  • Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dickinson, Robert Frost, or the girl who used to sit next to me in english class
  • Shell of choice: those swirly ones that look like unicorn horns. i think they're some kind of crab?
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: Beetle Bomp!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jennie from Dvil's Panties
  • Personal Quote: I'm just trying to get by, living life the best i can. after all, one day i'll be dead.
  • Tools of the Trade: ....my brAiN

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~nessarosa Dec 18, 2006, 10:59:15 AM
Moo. :moo:

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"God is dead!" ~Neitzsche
"Neitzche is dead." ~God
"AAAUUUGHHH!!!" ~Neitzsche
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~ssharry Dec 11, 2006, 10:43:44 PM
YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!

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Take me for what I am, who I was meant to be. And if you give a damn, take me, baby, or leave me

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Lu.Ka.: Is there a line you never could imagine to cross?
Isaac: YES, I don't think I could fit an entire watermelon up my ass.

Friends :somberguy: :j4m3sb0nd: :demonlordadrian:

clubs :loligoth2:
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~Shadowwalker1013 Dec 7, 2006, 5:55:12 AM
Thanks for the favorite. That was fast, I JUST now posted it!

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Oppression, quiet and Repressed
Swept under the seams
the bed of the acquiesced
where we sleep, insomniac dreams
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~Reliq Oct 29, 2006, 2:06:28 AM
SHANANANA.

:D I totally saw you today. Technically yesterday.

Now I'm like, totally posting on your devArt page.

O__O SRSLY
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Mood: Hungry ~nessarosa Oct 9, 2006, 5:55:13 PM
My essay about Hayley the Shmookums is up. ADVANCED CRITIQUE ENCOURAGED!!!

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"God is dead!" ~Neitzsche
"Neitzche is dead." ~God
"AAAUUUGHHH!!!" ~Neitzsche
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~nessarosa Sep 23, 2006, 11:54:10 AM
PICK UP YPUR PHONE, WOMAN!!!

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"God is dead!" ~Neitzsche
"Neitzche is dead." ~God
"AAAUUUGHHH!!!" ~Neitzsche
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Mood: Love ~nessarosa Sep 23, 2006, 11:52:53 AM
Very Hayley indeed.

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"God is dead!" ~Neitzsche
"Neitzche is dead." ~God
"AAAUUUGHHH!!!" ~Neitzsche
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